Julie Smith

Surrender

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Apr 172012
 
Surrender is the deep art of letting go. 
It is the practice of willingly and consciously 
Jumping off the cliff of our deepest fears, 
Trusting that we will be supported in our efforts to fly. 

 It is calculated trust. It is total abandon. 
It is the reckless flinging of oneself into the arms of the Beloved 
Trusting that a loving embrace awaits. 

 It is craziness. A man, a woman gone mad, 
Letting go of conventional wisdom and opening to the crazy wisdom 
Of nature and of intuition. 

 It is nonsense, or no sense, for it makes no sense at all 
To jump headlong into the blackness of the Void 
Trusting that a new creation will appear before you-- 
Welcoming you out of the inky blackness into which you have cast yourself. 

Reckless Fool. Crazy God-person. 
Only such would surrender.  Jump without a net; 
Let go, believing that you will fly.

An Attic in my House

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Mar 042012
 

What's in your house that you have yet to discover? 

 In the past I have had several dreams where I have dreamed of discovering an attic in my house that I didn't know that I had; which of course represents unrecognized gifts and potentials waiting to be discovered. I have not, however, actually discovered an unbeknownst attic until just recently. 

The other day as I was sitting in my car getting ready to back out of my garage, I noticed a rope hanging down from the ceiling and a framed cut-out. It was obviously a pull-down ladder going up to an attic. There is also a light switch on the wall that I have never known where it went to. I sat there and looked at this and couldn't believe that I have lived here for a year-and-a-half and have never before noticed this very obvious entrance to an attic. 

So, I got out of my car and pulled down the ladder and walked up to discover an attic over the entire garage that has a plywood floor. The light bulbs were burned out, but upon replacing them, the unknown switch brightened up the dark attic. Alas, there were no treasures that I could see there, but there certainly was a lot of potential! I took it as a good omen that I had discovered an attic in my house! 

 It also struck me that our unrealized gifts are much like this. They are there waiting to be discovered, but since we don't see them yet, we don't think they exist. I sometimes forget that we work in many dimensions and that even though we might not always see where we are making a difference, our Being here at this time is no accident. I also have to remind myself at times that there is no great work--it is all great work. Whether we are picking up garbage, attending a small child, or playing a role on a larger stage, each step we make towards restoring our earth, is a giant step in the right direction. Each person counts and is an important player in whatever way they are called to Be here.

So, what's in your house yet to be discovered?

The Well of Inspiration

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Feb 052012
 
Sacred Well in Ireland


Getting started in any creative endeavor reminds me of dipping ones toes into the Well of Inspiration. You have to step in and get your feet wet and as you do so, you can feel the forces of inspiration welling up behind you, creating a wave that you can catch and ride upon. The challenge is in getting to the actual spring itself. There is always some muck to tramp through initially—some daily sludge between you and the inspirational thoughts—and if you’re not willing to do a little tramping, a little getting your feet muddy, you never make it to the well where the living waters flow.

I have often stopped short before I found my way and oftentimes I have not even begun because I could not feel the pull of inspiration. Yet it is always there if we are willing to make the trek through the mundane.

Taking this trek reminds me of attending to the to-do lists of life. If I find myself stuck, I must usually write the to-do lists first, empty my mind of my worries, and attend to the basic needs of my life and ego concerns. This is what trekking through the mud can look like for me. It is only when I have done this—when this is the very thing that is standing in my way—that I can begin to go fishing for a nibble of inspiration, stick my toes into some fresh water. Often there is a period of washing the mud from my feet, but then the water starts to clear, along with my brain, and my heart opens to the beauty and abundance of inspiration. It always feels refreshing and I emerge from the process feeling energized and cleared.

Perhaps the initial phase of writing, or any creative endeavor, could be called, “Walking to the Well of Inspiration”. It seems like there can be endless distractions along the way, and too often, I can find myself writing nothing at all. I wonder how often this is true with other creative endeavors in our lives. How often do we never get around to doing our art, our creative project, practicing our music, composing our songs, creating our sculpture, taking that class, writing that book, dancing our own dance? It seems that there is a lot of mud to walk through on the way to the Well of Inspiration and how many of us actually stop short of finding it?

The Divine Feminine resides in the Well of Inspiration and She flows out into the world through our creative efforts. If the world is to ever change, if it is ever to come more into balance, we must answer the call in our own lives to show up in new and creative ways. We must make the trek to the Well of Inspiration and drink deeply in the waters of life, letting the Divine Feminine flow out into the world through our creative endeavors.

We must sing our songs, dance our dances, paint our canvases, write our books, and show up in the unique and creative ways that only we can do. We must be willing to be seen and heard. We must be willing to clear out clogged springs and trek through the mud and do the necessary work in order for Her voice to be heard once more in the world.

Moving through our self-doubts and insecurities, we must be willing to show up in authentic ways. We must learn to speak for those who are not yet able to speak on their own. We must write a new story for our earth. We must paint a new picture. We must do this or else we perish. The time is here and we must each one find the courage to pick up our brush, our pen, and our microphone, to speak the truth, to write a new legacy, and to paint a new picture for our world.

The years of guns, violence, and suffering can be changed, but it is up to courageous women and men to provide a new map, to write a new song, to show a better way. The pen is mightier than the sword. Art is more powerful than guns. The Water of Life from the Well of Inspiration can heal a planet. We must be the carriers of its life-giving force.

Full Moon December 10, 2011

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Dec 082011
 



The full moon in Gemini with the sun in Sagittarius
provides us with the opportunity to look more deeply
into what these particular celestial alignments are inviting us to experience and to work on,
and to bring into manifestation, not only in our own lives,
but in the greater life of the planet earth.




Gemini is ruled by the planet Mercury and in the Tree of Life
corresponds to the sefirah, Hod which represents the mental plane,
the archangel Michael, the direction of the South and the element of fire. 
Being on the left pillar, it is a receiving energy. 
Its virtues are sound logic, skilled communication, clarity of mind,
clear perception, and knowledge.

Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter,
which in the Tree of Life is represented by the sefirah, Hesed. 
Hesed is considered to be a giving energy
out of which flow the pure mercy, grace, and the loving-kindness of Source. 

Both of these sefirot are a part of what is called the action triad. 
These sefirot help to bring the pure energies that lie
above the line of creation from what is called the moral triad,
down into a more tangible form, thus helping to bring heaven down to earth.  

Placed right between these two sefirot on the diagonal
is the sefirah, Tiferet.  Also known as Divine Beauty or the Son of God. 
It lies in the middle pillar of the Tree of Life
and represents a place of balance. 
It is also known as the Christed Human and the Indwelling Christ
and is characterized by self-awareness, devotion to the Great Work,
true individuality, and strong spirit. 
It is symbolized by the cross and the Star of David.

The invitation is that we use the grace and loving-kindness
flowing through Hesed, through the Divine heart of Christ in Tiferet,
into the mental plane to help us through the power of unconditional love,
transform and transmute the negative thought-forms and patterns
that keep us from moving into a state of balance and Beauty.

Allow the stream of love and grace to pull you back into the center of your own Being. 
Allow this grace to help you see through the fog of disillusionment
that clutters the subtle dimensions
and causes us to forget that we are Sons and Daughters of God.  
Allow the element of fire to burn off those things
that no longer serve and to cast light upon the true nature of things. 
Imagine the air from the sign of Gemini,
blowing through your heart and mind,
clearing away any sense of duality and separation that exist.  
See yourself as integrated and whole and in perfect balance.

Once we understand this practice in our own being, hearts, and minds,
we can then use this visualization for our planet,
seeing it clothed in its Divine Beauty,
embracing its Divine Birthright and pattern,
and integrating the parts of itself
that have been pushed into the shadows.

A Season of Surrender

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Nov 012011
 


During the season of Fall we are reminded of the process of surrender and letting go through the continual shedding of the leaves on the trees. It seems that this process of surrender in nature can support us on our own healing journey of releasing what no longer serves us. It is through the process of letting go of old ways of thinking, feeling, and being that we make room for the truth of our higher self to emerge. In order to embrace a positive affirmation, we must release the opposite, negative one that we have clung to for so long.

Here is a poem by Joyce Rupp from her book, "The Circle of Life: The Heart's Journey Through the Seasons" that I thought supported this idea so well.

Falling Leaves 

O falling leaves of autumn, 
what mysteries of death 
you proclaim 
to my unwilling self 

what eternal truths 
you disturb 
in the webbings 
of my protected heart 

what wildness 
you evoke 
in the gusty dance 
of emptying winds 

what mellow tenderness 
you bravely breathe 
in your required surrender 

what challenge 
you engender 
through your painful twists 
and turnings 

what howl of homelessness 
you shriek 
with your exile of departure 

what daring task 
you evoke 
as you feed the hungry soil. 

O falling leaves of autumn, 
with each stem 
that breaks, 
with each layer of perishing, 

you teach me 
what is required, 
if I am to grow
before I die. 

May we each realize the deep truth, that it is through the process of surrender that we become whole. May we shed with joy and ease all that no longer serves, knowing that we will be reborn into a larger realization of who we are.

Doing More With Less: Our Journey

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Oct 112011
 
Eggs from the Hens

In July 2009, we experienced a front row seat to the current economic climate when we lost a major account. Our business was already slower than usual. This one account was keeping us afloat. When we lost it, there was a moment of disbelief and then a sense of being stunned. What really helped to change the outcome of where we ended up and helped us through the difficulty was letting go of the way things had been and starting to imagine what could be.

We put everything up for sale, the office, house, equipment, and some ‘toys’. We planned to keep just enough equipment to keep the business going. Everything sold within a few months except for our home. A year later, it too sold and we were able to buy a much more modest property free and clear.

Our journey has led us into exploring how to live a more self-sustaining, earth-friendly existence. We have been growing our own food, raising chickens, looking into the old-fashioned wisdom of a root cellar, and playing with the idea of breeding my two dairy goats so as to have milk and cheese. We are learning and doing things that we never thought we would do.

Not everyone’s story is the same, but the principles for design are. What is fascinating is that we each one have the ability to craft the future. We are not victims to what lies ahead, but we play a powerful and interactive part in how the future will look.

Chaos and disruption can provide amazing opportunities to practice design principles. What appears from the outside, as a reduction of resources and a loss of income has in fact been an opportunity to create an alternative reality from many existing possible realities. There were many choice points along the way, as I'm sure there will continue to be, but the learning has been how to appropriately imagine and direct energy in a positive way towards a preferred outcome.

We just had lunch with the realtor who sold our house last year. They came up to see our chicken coop and the changes we had made to the property and also to talk to my husband about building a root cellar for them. Having a lunch that consisted of quiche from my eggs, curried zucchini, fresh corn on the cob, and a salad--all from my garden--brought the conversation home a bit!

We discussed the opportunity that we each one have, to take what will inevitably be chaotic times as the economy and resources shift, and craft a preferred future, not only for ourselves as individual families, but how this might look as a community. Our little informal gathering has the potential to be the start of building a cooperative venture within our small community as we both start sharing our ideas and resources with one another. The secret to success is that there has to be enough energy and direction with a vision to actually bring it into fruition. But it is a possibility waiting to happen and an exciting one.

Much of what I have been learning is about how to be more self-sustaining. But we also need to learn how to create self-sustaining communities. What one learns in a garden and on their own property can be shared with other people. When we care whether or not everyone in our community is eating, we might also begin to care if they are getting medical services, have adequate shelter, and are able to live life in a meaningful way.

It is not about having more, it is about doing more with what we have. It is not about a few having everything they want, but the many having what they need. If we face the future with creativity instead of fear, with cooperation instead of greed, we will create a future that is stronger for our children and better for the earth and we can still leave a legacy that will inspire those who follow. We may not be able to change the world, but we can change our own lives and we can change our community for the better.

Fall Equinox, 2011: Lessons From the Garden

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Sep 232011
 






Fall is a time of celebration and harvest. It is a time of great abundance. The trees are full of fruit, the pantry is stocked with many yummy treats, and the garden has been dishing out its bountys for all to enjoy. It is interesting to note, however, that just as we are celebrating the abundance of the harvest that we are then called to immediately release this and enter the process of surrender as the leaves begin to fall from the trees and the days grow shorter and cooler. Just as the light and dark are perfectly balanced at the equinox, these two energies of celebration and release must be held in balance. It is a reminder to enjoy each moment of life, but to not cling to it, or try to own it--just celebrate its wonder and let it go.

We are co-creators with God. We plant the seed and tend its growth, but unseen hands guide and direct the unfolding of that seed. Within the tiny seed lies the archetype or pattern of what it will become. It is a miracle of no small proportion that we see play out before us time and again, and yet each time, should we not pause to marvel and wonder that it is so?

When standing before a garden full of life or a field ripe for the harvest we are thrilled with the abundance of man working with nature to produce a harvest. This is truly a partnership effort and requires that everything work together in perfect harmony for a successful outcome to occur. The seed must be good, the soil balanced and nutritious, the weather favorable with just enough sun and rain to make the plants grow. In reality, though, I wonder that we take as much credit as we do for certainly the earth holds great power in the outcome of each and every harvest. A gardener is a co-creator with God and with the earth and suggests the supportive role we play.

The danger of being a co-creator, however, is that we will fall in love with our creation, trying to own it or take credit for it. The release so evident in nature during the Fall and harvest times is a powerful reminder that there is no ownership in creation. Sovereignty of a creation and the Law of Cycles reminds us that we are participants in a beautiful process that has endings and beginnings and that we dance with this reality, we don't hold it in place or own or posses it.

The same might be said about our physical existence here as well. We come in at an appointed time and when the fullness of the harvest is completed, we go. The danger lies in becoming too attached to what we have created--our life here and now, our successes, our physical health and beauty--and to mistake it for its being who we are.

The spirit of the tree or plant holds the pattern of its perfection so whether in full leaf or lying seemingly dormant, it is perfect in Spirit. Just so, does our Spirit hold the pattern perfectly, so whether in physical decline or the bloom of health, whether here on this earth, or participating in a different adventure elsewhere, we are perfect in Spirit. Remembering this somehow makes surrender more possible and celebration more meaningful.

Harvest Moon in Pisces

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Sep 122011
 









This full moon in Pisces is also called the "Harvest Moon" because it is the full moon closest to the fall equinox. It lends its extra light to harvest time and allows for an extended time to gather in the fruits of the season. The moon tends to amplify the effects of certain planetary energies. So if we look at the energy of Virgo, The Virgin, being reflected in the Pisces Moon, we can get an idea of what energies are streaming into the planet during this time.

Virgo is ruled by Jupiter and Neptune and is an earth sign. Jupiter helps us to expand our consciousness and Neptune invites us to come home to our true nature and selves. Virgo, The Virgin, has the mothering, grounding energies that keep us firmly rooted, but then is ruled by these planets that invite us to extend beyond what we see or hear and to sense the call of our star roots and to remember why we are here.

Pisces, a watery planet ruled by Mercury, the initiator of thought and communication form an interesting juxtaposition of the emotional, fluid realm of water with the more air-like qualities of thought, reminding us to stay flexible in our thoughts and to not become thought-form bound or tied to rigid assumptions.

The mother energy of Virgo with her feet on the ground and her head in the sky is being reflected through the moon energies of Pisces with its heart in the emotional waters and its thoughts in the etheric realms, all during the time of harvest and things coming to fruition. There is a karmic element to this and it seems that it is an invitation for us to allow the fullness of our experiences and learning to come to harvest and fruition as well. It is an invitation for us to keep our feet firmly planted, but to let go of our identity as a personality and claim our true identity as Spirit.

We are here to serve. This Harvest Moon reminds us that all things will come to pass in their appointed time. It is a call for us to surrender the results and let the Great Mother hold us in her loving arms. Just as the water in the womb surrounds and protects the developing fetus, so does the element of water hold and surround us as we go through this birthing process of a New Earth.

As a mother's belly swells and grows round, so the moon reminds us of an imminent birth. That birth is not only global, but personal. Feel yourself held by the Creator and surrender to the beautiful spirit that you are.


One: The Event

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Sep 052011
 
Here is a link for turning the day of September 11 from a day of fear into a day of love.

Waking Up to A Larger Reality

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Aug 052011
 


We are living in a time of deep disenchantment, disappointment and discouragement. All one has to do is turn on the news and you will find that you can no longer hide under the illusions of the past. While at first glance, this seems like a dismal thing, if we dig a little deeper into the appearance of things, we may discover that disenchantment can lead to enlightenment.

Things are beginning to appear more like they really are. We have been living behind of veil. What a shock it is to see that things are not the way we thought they were. Many of us have grown up believing that those in leadership were trustworthy and unselfish, that business has had our best interests in mind, and that politicians sought office because of their deep desire to serve humanity. Although some of these things may be true, we are always saddened to learn when they are not.

But the upside to disenchantment, disappointment and discouragement, is that you are no longer satisfied with those very things that have, in fact, been poisoning you. In mythology, it is the crone, the wise woman, or the old hag that out of mercy removes the rose colored glasses from one's eyes. It is She who helps you to 'see what you see' and stop making excuses for what is in fact, poisoning your life. Personally, I have found her medicine, although bitter at first, a needed antidote for those things that were actually killing me.

The story of Demeter, Persephone, and Hecate is one that I have found endlessly fascinating as it so beautifully tells the story of the three faces of the feminine. Hecate is The Hag, the one that scares you to death, literally killing off the part of you that needs to go. It is interesting that Persephone, who is so attached to the Loving Mother, Demeter, is forced to live part of the year with the Old Hag, Hecate, in the Underworld.

This creates a balance in her that no amount of loving could ever do. It is important to remember that the story at first appears as a tragedy, but the real truth behind it, is that Persephone becomes initiated into deep wisdom and is able to walk between the two worlds, in actuality, growing beyond what either of the other two women are able as they are polarized into their world to such an extent that they can only remain in that dimension. I believe there is a deep truth in this for our current situation. I know in my own life, it has been essential.

It is through discouragement that we give up on the old, worn out ways that no longer serve us. It is through disappointment that we learn to make better choices. It is through disenchantment that we wake up from the sound sleep that we have been in and learn to see things as they really are, removing the rose colored glasses that obscure and cloud our vision and work to create a new and better reality.

So we should celebrate this process of disillusionment, for through the death of what we currently know, we will experience the re-birth of something new and better. We may not be able to control the response of the whole, but we can control our own response to difficulty. I choose to let go of what no longer serves me and open to greater learning and awareness. By releasing my attachments to the way things are, I can make room for something better to move in.
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