Awakenings

Some people and places SHINE!

I believe sexual energy is both primal and Divinely expressive. All living things contain sexual energy. Whether it is repressed or expressed, it still must be acknowledged.  Whether a life form feels universal connection or a simply a biological release is dependent on the focus.

To expand beyond what we are, we must open to the Divine.  Our partner, becomes both the key and the gateway.  By putting our attention on the energy that we are giving and receiving, we can amplify it. We create something that cannot be attained without a partner, beyond biological release and normal awareness. This amplification allows us to transcend our physical shells and step joyously into the realm of spirituality.

While orgasm by definition is the culmination of the act, the process is in fact, the key. Placing your awareness into another human, breathing as they breath, sensitivity to their response, and awareness of the shared mental state becomes  a celebration of the Divine. We transcend individual male or female form and become both.

Losing inhibitions and accepting what “is” becomes a journey in itself. There are no perfect bodies, there is no perfect moment. We all age, wither and eventually die. Illness and disease are parts of life too. They do not lessen the person nor the experience unless we choose to define ourselves by something that is as transient as a breath. Our lives, while important to us, have less universal scale than a molecule of water.  Our egos will place walls where none should exist.

I believe this shared sexual experience has the capacity to encompass the body and the Divine being. The time up to, and including, the orgasm can be rapturous. Our minds devoid of thought, enable the ego to disappear and we become pure consciousness. This state of consciousness opens a channel through which a connection to our body,  souls and ultimately the Divine become possible.

Love to All,

-Deb

I see things. Layers of things. This place, possible places and always the universal connection.

I believe we are all connected, and separateness is only a mental illusion. What I do for you, I do for myself, for everything else and the universe. I believe a heartfelt act of kindness ripples though the entire cosmos. To give or receive with humility, gratitude and love is an honor granted to us by the Divine.

I believe we are all directed by the Universe to care for each other. Maybe some are born able to see light and joy while others must search for it. I know, that at times, we ALL need a soft, loving and unconditional place of acceptance.

It is puzzling, that unconditional acceptance and love, are put into restrictive confines. Filtered, processed, suppressed, ignored, redefined. Unconditional, truly is that. I see the divinity, I feel the connectedness. Whether the outstretched hand is ever grasped, or even seen,  makes no difference, it will remain a loving offering from the universe.

Love to all,

-Deb

Uncountable heart strings, tying us to each other, to the earth and the universe. We are as intertwined as a raindrop in the ocean. Be good to each other, we are all connected in love.

Love to all,
-Deb

Last night I lived in the dreamworld.

I opened my eyes and found myself on a couch. My head and back were resting on the arm of the couch and my feet were resting in the center. On the other side was a man, similarly positioned. I recognized him immediately as my other half and the home as my home in the dreamworld. I have seen him many times, but only while dreaming and once during a past life regression, but I have felt his presence my whole life.

I knew immediately that I was dreaming and began to anchor myself to ensure that the dream remained lucid. He seemed drowsy and I realized he was dreaming.

I called to him and tried to let him know I was really there, but he responded as a dreaming person would. Finally, with great concentration, he saw me and then slowly, lethargically reached to hold me. Again I tried to bring him to lucidity and this time he blinked his eyes several times and began to anchor. He started crying and told me that he thought I had died. I started crying and told him I wanted to stay in the dreamworld, it was where I belonged and I had missed him so much. We held each other and talked and loved.

Whenever I am in the dreamworld, there is such a sense of “rightness” and overwhelming love and connectedness. I am often taught lessons and are shown concepts that would be impossible learn in this “reality”. I believe that place is gateway to all that is.

Later in the day he said he knew someone that could help me permanently anchor to that place. He took my hand and we went to an old woman’s house. She invited us into her living room and said that she could help us, she could keep me in that reality. Even though it was difficult, she knew how and had done it several times. She said that all she needed was a conduit, another person from that plane to temporarily hold my spirit while she transitioned me over.

She called a young woman in from another room and asked her to lie on the floor. There was a device under a glass dome that had a silver handled conductor extending from it. She handed the conductor to the woman who would be the conduit and told me to lie down on the floor next to her. She said I needed to be still, keep my body from moving around so that my full spirit could easily find my new body. I heard her turn the device on, some electrical crackling and smelled burning and then I heard someone say, “It is shorting out!” and I immediately was fully awake in my bed here.

Today I am a little disoriented and missing my dreamworld.

Last night I had a great dream…
I dreamed that my friends had heard about and seen an Oracle. They said that she was real and could tell a lot of things simply by touching someone. They were very curious what would happen if she and I were to touch.
My friends brought me to the place where the Oracle was reading people. The place was dark and reminded me more of a nightclub or a dimly lit basement. We walked down a long flight of stairs and saw her standing in the center of a bare floor with people gathered in small groups along the edges of the walls or wandering quietly waiting for their turn.
When she saw us coming she turned to my friends and asked… “Why do you bring her here?”
They answered “Because she is an Oracle like you, and we want to see what will happen when you touch”.
The Oracle and I looked at each other, saw awareness and realness, and then opened our arms and hugged each other.
Mentally, spiritually, I could feel her trying to reach the divine place within me, like smoke, or very gently probing fingers within my psyche. She was trying to find the opening to see what was to be revealed.
In that moment, I knew what she was looking for and I completely released all of the ego/personality boundaries that were in her way and we met in that spiritual place. At that moment, She began to tell me that I had been on a journey, had been through hardships. I was now on a path that was happier, filled with love and light and Spirit.

A friend brought a very insightful question to mind… and after several days of meditation on it, I had clearly defined the meaning in my head, but still didn’t have the words to verbalize. This morning, I pulled a single Osho card as my meditation for the day, and found it so clearly described what I felt that I included it below.

---

Receptivity
Listening is one of the basic secrets of entering into the temple of God. Listening means passivity. Listening means forgetting yourself completely – only then can you listen.

When you listen attentively to somebody, you forget yourself. If you cannot forget yourself, you never listen.

When you listen, you become just a passage, a passivity, a receptivity, a womb: you become feminine. And to arrive one has to become feminine. You cannot reach God as aggressive invaders or conquerors. You can reach God only…or it will be better to say God can reach you only when you are receptive, a feminine receptivity. When you become yin, a receptivity, the door is open – and you wait. Listening is the art for becoming passive.

Receptivity represents the feminine, receptive quality of water and of the emotions. Her arms are extended upwards to receive, and she is completely immersed in the water. She has no head, no busy and aggressive mind to hinder her pure receptivity. And as she is filled she is continuously emptying herself, overflowing, and receiving more. The lotus pattern or matrix that emerges from her represents the perfect harmony of the universe that becomes apparent when we are in tune with it.

The Queen of Water brings a time of unboundedness and gratitude for whatever life brings, without any expectations or demands. Neither duty or thought of merit or reward are important. Sensitivity, intuition and compassion are the qualities that shine forth now, dissolving all the obstacles that keep us separate from each other and from the whole.

The company of friends, sunshine, toes and spirits in the warm grass.

I lazily stretch and am lured again from my shell by the sound of soft voices.

Ice cream and laughter in the evening, I am grateful.

I was talking with one of my mentors today and she mentioned something that caught me by surprise and sparked a fairly lengthy conversation between us… She said that lately, she has been pretending that there is an Angel hiding amongst the people she interacts with. Perhaps it is the cranky cashier or the man mowing  his yard as she drives by. She said that it made it easier for her to deal with people.

As far back as I can remember, I have believed that everything created is equally divine. Each thing fully,  individually and collectively containing the divinity of God/Universe/Creator.

I believe that every interaction that I have with others, is an exercise to reach beyond my own ego and self to reach the spiritual center of every being, to seek  connection with the heart of God. I see the divinity shining so clearly in everything.  Even in the midst of pain and loss, I feel cherished, comforted, protected and part of something so much larger than I can comprehend. If I can reflect even a small portion of this back into the world, I would be so grateful.

Sometimes, I see things or people and there is a sense of recognition. Even recognition is not the right term… it is such a primordial connection. A deep sense of  “rightness” and an absolute knowing that interaction with the place or person contains something that moves me/us/them closer to the heart of God.

These situations require unconditional love and acceptance of ALL that has been carried. Sometimes, it is as simple as helping at a life junction (a place to stay, food, encouragement) other times, it requires a much deeper commitment. I am bound, the “recognition” enforcing its own unique requirements.

I believe that the universe answers all beings that call it from the heart. How it manifests, and often whether we allow ourselves to accept the grace and love that surrounds and is freely given to us, is only obstructed by the free will equally given.

Love to all,

-Deb

 

Don’t be afraid of beginnings or endings…

we can love.

Don’t be afraid of change…

in the space of a breath,

we could become strangers and still…

we can choose compassion.

We are individuals… affecting the whole.  We can choose to live in beauty .

Within our ability is the answer… fearless love.