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Be master of your petty annoyances
and conserve your energies for the big,
worthwhile things.
It isn’t the mountain ahead that wears you out
- it’s the grain of sand in your shoe.

~Robert Service

There seems to be a breed of new age/'spiritual' people that embrace a way of being that seems to ignore the need for self-reliance and the ability to hold a 'Big Picture' view of relating to humanity when it comes to money/finances

Why this is up for me is...
my roommate and I invited someone into our home (who seemed to have fallen on hard times) that could 'parrot' spiritual concepts (but it turned out the actual living of them was not a daily activity). Anyway, there was an exchange arranged for the rent and actual payment required for utilities. End result...,
after six weeks - no money and minimal exchange. Apparently we were her personal agent of the Divine to meet her want/need (in this case)
Our request for her to fulfill her commitment was met with accusations, insults and anger. We share space no longer.

I don't believe the Divine requires me to be the provider for someone's wants/needs based on their whim or a desire to be rescued from their own doings. The process of someone just simply 'taking' is called stealing - not manifesting.

I'm ok with being a tool of the Divine (it's what I try to do... and will continue to do, regardless of some 'negative' experiences). How it has worked for me in the past is usually someone is put in my path plus the 'desire to help' at the very same time. When someone tries to tell me that the Divine whats me to do something (anything), red flags go up. The Divine tends to give me a 'heads up' first.
Historically speaking, it usually doesn't usually work out so well for folks when there is a middleman between the Divine and the seeker.

I believe the healthy approach to 'conscious selfishness' really is one of self-preservation, self-growth and... in doing so, being open to how one can one provide for others in the midst of that very pursuit - interdependancy.
I believe its unhealthy to have the mindset of I gotta 'get mine'...
(irregardless of consequence for one's self and others)
It's pretty hard to 'be of service' with this attitude, and, fully experience what the Divine can do in your life.

~kenji


*Definition of Narcissism: the personality trait of egotism, vanity, conceit, or simple selfishness. Applied to a social group, it is sometimes used to denote elitism or an indifference to the plight of others.
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**Reference - Hotchkiss' seven deadly sins of narcissism

1. Shamelessness - Shame is the feeling that lurks beneath all unhealthy narcissism, and the inability to process shame in healthy ways.
2. Magical thinking - Narcissists see themselves as perfect using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to dump shame onto others.
3. Arrogance - A narcissist who is feeling deflated may re-inflate by diminishing, debasing, or degrading somebody else.
4. Envy - A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person's ability by using contempt to minimize the other person.
5. Entitlement - Narcissists hold unreasonable expectations of particularly favorable treatment and automatic compliance because they consider themselves special. Any failure to comply will be considered an attack on their superiority and the perpetrator is considered to be an "awkward" or "difficult" person. Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage.
6. Exploitation - can take many forms but always involves the exploitation of others without regard for their feelings or interests. Often the other is in a subservient position where resistance would be difficult or even impossible. Sometimes the subservience is not so much real as assumed.
7. Bad Boundaries - narcissists do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves. Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all. Those who provide narcissistic supply to the narcissist will be treated as if they are part of the narcissist and be expected to live up to those expectations. In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other.

Last night I participated in a New Moon ceremony. A clearing of mind, heart and soul and a stated intention for the coming month.
The clearing part was a little harder than normal, as much has been happening in my life lately. Nothing major, just a continuous series of events that have encouraged me to evaluate and re-evaluate some of my beliefs about boundaries.

I would really like to be able to have the people in my life self-monitor their actions, but it seems no matter how hard I want that to happen, it is not a realistic point of view. I choose to get out of the way of self-imploding people when I can, but when I am in a confined space, I struggle with having empathy for the fallibility of the human condition and not allowing myself to become a target.

It seems that if we could really be responsible for our own attitudes and energy we would not need to put up mental walls and fences. The view would be so much nicer! But as it is, I am practicing my spiritual Aikido on a daily basis and deflecting the sloppy stuff directed toward me. I find it to be a centering exercise for me, while very curiously observing that once the other person has had their energy/attitude/intention redirected from me, their own behavior and attitude continues to propel them.

My stated intentions and deepest personal desires continue to be consistent, but perhaps stating them clearly will help them fully manifest.

To be seen for who I really am
To be recognized by those who need to see me
To be of service
To accept the life lessons given to me with grace and humility.

Love to all,
-Deb

Detachment from the content of the mind

Energy

Acceptance

Service

Today’s conversation is concerning the planetary shifts. You all are very aware of the shifts that are occurring. The earthquakes and global warming are the tip of the iceberg that will begin to sink titanic Earth as we know it. We want you to enjoy and celebrate these catastrophes as they are an essential part of the healing and re-birthing of Mother Earth. She has a lot of stagnant energy to cleanse. Just like human beings release energy by shedding tears, screaming, shouting, and using sound to clear the negative energy blocked inside your energy centers, Mother Earth needs to do the same. The difference is mother Earth is much bigger than us, and when she cries, the entire world can feel her shake, some people more intensely than others. Just as we have to fully embrace our emotions before we can transcend them and release them, Mother Earth needs to fully feel what she has gone through with humanity walking so heavily upon her. She must fully embrace in her core all that has occurred, and fully express those emotions in whatever way they manifest, whether it is earthquakes, tsunami’s, floods, or the many other natural disasters that will emerge when the Mother fully expresses her built up energy. May we watch these events unfold with love and trust in our hearts, and enough clarity to understand that this is a necessary part of the cleansing process. We are a part of cleansing cycle that is as much as a part of us, as we are a part of it. When the world shakes, and the waters flow, may we open ourselves and allow the shifts to clear all of our fear, all of our anger, all of our doubt so we may be clear of these lower vibrations. Chaos is the catalyst to better days. There has to be a breaking point, as it is obvious that things cannot and will not continue as they are. Let us remember that on a super conscious soul level, we chose to be here in this time. We are limitless eternal souls in an everlasting life. Our energies are constantly recycled back into the divine source, into the ONE, and born again into flesh, into light, into our next karmic path. When our DNA memories activate during the upcoming shifts, we will easily remember our multidimensional existence. We will begin to get flashes of the evolution since the birth of planet Earth, and the birth of milky way galaxy as we know it. Light beings of planet Earth, let me remind you that we are the fallen stars that united in one grand explosion called “The Big Bang”. The intensity of our combined energies have slowly evolved. From the stars we evolved from minerals to more complex structures that eventually led to plants, animals, and now human beings. The energy essence of our star soul sought and seeks to know the highest form of the physical experience. Right now we are at the peak of that experience. Close your eyes and try to remember when we were all stars shining up there in the beautiful cosmic ONE, and we made a choice to unite and fall together to experience the highest form of physical existence. At this turning point, we decided being a star was not enough. So we fell as ONE. ONE that shattered to experience the duality of a physical world. We wanted to experience touch, sensation, and LOVE. Along with the positive higher experiences comes the counterpart, the Yin and Yang, dark and light. May we remember that this is all part of the whole, and that these are just aspects of one experience that is whole and complete. We are all an individualization of the one. We are many parts that make one whole. We are coming to the close of this grand cycle. Its time to shine dear beloved star seeds. Open and access this information as it becomes available with the shifting energies. The ego of the human mind veils our perception of our multidimensional limitless selves. Our ego makes us feel separate, tells us that all we have is this life, that we need material things to make us happy, it makes us a trapped in a viscous cycle of control that keeps us from being our fullest potential of our highest self. Let the truth be told, let’s remove the veils. We have taken this long crazy journey together, and we will end it together, as ONE. We began as the minerals, plants, and animals, and we have the entire story encoded into our inactive DNA strands and the unused parts of our brain. We are coming to our fullest potentials now. The once impossible becomes possible. We planned this whole thing. Our super-consciousness agreed to this whole process. I invite you to come back to essence. See past the illusion of fear that the ego trys to feed us. The strongest power in the universe is Love. The love vibration unites us all in our centers. May we remember to breathe with each other, breathe with the Earth, as one heart in unison. Vibrations of the lower existence are what can make this process painful. If we align with higher chakras, we remember the beauty in the divine process that is occurring. We remember the agreements we made. We remember our divine purpose during this evolution. This process is inevitable. The important thing to remember is that we have a choice. We are the creators of our own realities. Our reality is created by experience. Our thoughts, feelings, and actions are how our experience of life is manifested. What we are thinking, feeling and acting is what is created around us. Basic law of magnetism, like attracts like. So whatever you think, feel or act like is what the universe presents to you in the form of physical experience. So the changes are happening, but I invite you to experience the changes in the love vibration, in joy, in bliss that the New World Order is being created. May we bring down the systems of illusions that have trapped us inside a lower vibrational experience full of fear for so many years. May we dance together to the universal heartbeat, the vibration that carries us forward into love’s creation. May we hold hands and dance as ONE. May we hold the vision of a peaceful harmonious Earth as ONE. We have the ability to co-create, every person who joins in love and trust accelerates the shift into the perfect Earth. May we remember to close our eyes and connect, to remind ourselves that we not alone, but we are many, all working for the same goal of peace, harmony and freedom. I am another you, a reflection of yourself that you find in me. I am just reminding you to remember what you already know, what you’ve always known.

In love, truth, as ONE
In la kech ( I am another you)

(note: this is a channeling tied into some concepts and ideas that have been brewing in me for quite some time)