A friend, who has weaved in and out of my life for many years has asked me to “blurt” uncensored and unedited the thoughts and feelings passing through my awareness.
It sounded relatively easy, until I began trying to put it into practice. My internal censors and inability to articulate spiritual concepts jumped front and center. Very interesting…
I think and feel clearly, but the articulating part is really hard. The trust factor is even worse.
You know that word…on the tip of your tongue…teasing you by hiding just below your ability to grab it. Like a torturous mental game of whack-a-mole, it seems I am trying to verbalize the thought while expecting the person with the mallet to smack it.
I am not sure how this experiment will turn out, I do know that it is forcing me to grow.